I don’t really feel anything anymore (Unless it’s extremely strong feeling)! Extreme  Pain. Extreme Joy. Extreme Fatigue. What has happened I do not know. Do not want to know. Thinking too much has done more damage than i can take. I do not want to add to that. Thinking properly, that I must learn if I want to live a normal life. A normal life. What is that? Why do I need to change myself to fit into someone else’s idea of a “normal” thing to do or to be? Why do I HAVE to do something? Just to be able to fit in? What’s wrong if i do not?
I am lost!
I accept it.
I am not perfect!
I accept it.
To hell with those who don’t.
Oh. God.. Help!