A small step towards the journey inwards to understand why am i here and how to have a more meaningful life. Continue reading Why am I here?
Listening to BTS and thinking about ways to live a more meaningful and happier life. Continue reading I, Me, Myself
Everyday is a battle for me. I keep fighting with myself. Should I eat that? I shouldn’t eat that. I should work out more. One more minute on the treadmill. One more set of the sit-up. I have left my job since last 10-15 days. I am still searching for a new job. Nowhere near finding one. I keep giving interviews but something falls off … Continue reading Unavoidable Struggling Times
It is futile to hope for companionship and support through marriage. What you are looking for is true feelings, you will not find it in a label. Continue reading On Marriage and Selfishness
internal thoughts about exploring and ordinary experiences Continue reading Confused and disheartened wannabe explorer!
Love will say goodbye Continue reading Love will say goodbye when you are not paying attention
Lately I have been experiencing information overload! I belong to the generation of people who didn’t always have google available. I used to visit my school library and search for books that talked about the subjects that I wanted to know more about. Even with less resources, rather slow resources I was happy with knowing something new. Learning. Gaining experience and becoming better at learning. … Continue reading Information Overload
Chandrakant bakshi says he grew up reading Russian, German, Dutch, Japanese and American writers who were legends. Hemingway, Boris Pasternak, Erich Maria Remarque… What are we growing up with? What is our youth ideal today? Katerina kaif? Salman Khan? Coding is my husband but writing? Writing is my lover. I turn to my lover when I am tired from my husband and I turn to … Continue reading Buring quills.. Burning hearts
It’s getting tougher to breathe every day. People, places, health, desires, wishes, dreams, broken hearts, misery everywhere. Difficult people to deal with and difficult situations to handle. It’s a headache. The guilt is tiring and suffocating. The happiness is sparse, almost fleeting. A silent, hidden sob gets born and dies just the same. Goes in a cycle. Everything. Turn turn turn. Round round round. Needs… … Continue reading Circle of Life
I don’t really feel anything anymore (Unless it’s extremely strong feeling)! Extreme Pain. Extreme Joy. Extreme Fatigue. What has happened I do not know. Do not want to know. Thinking too much has done more damage than i can take. I do not want to add to that. Thinking properly, that I must learn if I want to live a normal life. A normal life. … Continue reading Thoughts to Myself…