More than the help, the promice of help makes me feel better. Life is tough and so I need to be tough in return to survive. But, sometimes I feel like I want to be not so tough and be vulnerable in front of that special person. Sometimes I wish someone would land me a hand so I can get a little stable footing in … Continue reading On a Quiet Evening
The road spiraling ahead makes me feel like I’m in some kind of maze. Making my way ahead but at the mercy of others. I’m taken ahead by someone else. My mind is drawn to a story I read a while back. Not sure where was it, nat geo or lonely planet, a guy cycling his way through a rain forest, drenched in mud and … Continue reading Spiralling Roads And Mundane Life
What do I do when the thunder inside me won’t let me sleep and the quiet life outside of me would drive me crazy Continue reading The Motorcycle Diaries
It’s going to be, No. No. It has always been my becoming. Water. It gives me life. Strength. A strange kind of quiet almost like peace of mind. Water is everything. It is the origin and the end of life as we know. Nothing is possible without it. It takes away my pain. My past. My present. My future. Time altogether. There is nothing and … Continue reading Water
are you happy with who you are? a ray of hope during the dark clouds of gloom Continue reading Are you happy with yourself?
A small step towards the journey inwards to understand why am i here and how to have a more meaningful life. Continue reading Why am I here?
Everyday is a battle for me. I keep fighting with myself. Should I eat that? I shouldn’t eat that. I should work out more. One more minute on the treadmill. One more set of the sit-up. I have left my job since last 10-15 days. I am still searching for a new job. Nowhere near finding one. I keep giving interviews but something falls off … Continue reading Unavoidable Struggling Times
It is futile to hope for companionship and support through marriage. What you are looking for is true feelings, you will not find it in a label. Continue reading On Marriage and Selfishness
ineffable word of the day musings and what it means to create Continue reading Ineffable
It’s getting tougher to breathe every day. People, places, health, desires, wishes, dreams, broken hearts, misery everywhere. Difficult people to deal with and difficult situations to handle. It’s a headache. The guilt is tiring and suffocating. The happiness is sparse, almost fleeting. A silent, hidden sob gets born and dies just the same. Goes in a cycle. Everything. Turn turn turn. Round round round. Needs… … Continue reading Circle of Life